Priscilla And Eva <3

You probably can't see it from here....But guess what, I CUT MY HAIR!!! Muahaha. Can't see the difference? Lols. BUT I REALLY REALLY CUT MY HAIR!!! UNTIL I CAN'T TIE!!!! IT'S ONLY SHOULDER-LENGTH!!!! Lols. I cut my hair short once in Kindergarten, and once in Primary school. So what does it mean? This is the only time I am going to cut my hair in RV. Exclude JC 1 and JC 2.

I CUT MY HAIR!!!

So don't laugh at me on Friday. Don't horh. Birthday girl here. Muahaha. Lols. I sound evil.

Btw, who's going to je pizza hut on friday? I need to know how many. Most 2A people can come right? I hope so. Those who said you will come, don't break your promise. You know who you are. =DDDD Oh ya, I not treating okay? I am not treating. MY POCKET GOT HOLE. So pls bring enough money. You know pizza hut is EX wan right? Pls come. =DDDD

5:47 PM sprinklinq love Y

ellos.
Posted.
Ta-da/
Today was a boring day.
Except cid was quite fun.
Haha.

4 more days!!! Mug hard peepo.

7:44 PM sprinklinq love Y

Life is full of ironies.
Take today.
A typical after-dinner conversation:

Priscilla: On my birthday, wherever restaurant we go, must order two plates of omelette. One plate for me and the other for the rest ofthe family.
Darrell (brother): Eating too much egg gives you bad cholesterol.
Priscilla: *Rolls eyes* I don't care. Don't worry too much. Life won't be fun if you have any worries. Most importantly you must enjoy life. Don't regret.

Uh huh. Above is a conversation on how I contradicted myself. No worries? Wait long long. Enjoy? Hmms. Not in my dictionary.


Whatever. Tomorrow can't go for PE. Airway tight. Difficulty in breathing. Haix.

AND I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED STUDYING FOR MIDYEARS?! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO STUDY. OH NO. I AM SO DEAD. WAAA! AND I STILL CAN SIT IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER BLOGGING. WAAA! Everybody is so hardworking. I am the only lazy one. Nvr mind. I shall NOT see tomb raider(see so many times still not sick of it?! lols.) and mug. Mug like crazy.

Ooh LALA.

P.s. If you havent noticed, PRISCILLA IS BACK. AS IN THE NOT-EVERYTIME-VERY-EMO PRISCILLA IS BACK. muahaha.

7:26 PM sprinklinq love Y

Well.
Today was okay.
Got back our english and chinese test results.
Can't say it's good; can't say its bad either.
But anyways still must jia you.
I feel like sleeping now.
But so far only completed one piece of homework.
Haix.
Btw, who wanna go je pizza hut eat lunch next friday? After school?
People interested can tell me or just leave a tag.
Meet outside je pizza hut at 2 pm.
1 more wk!

8:31 PM sprinklinq love Y

Life is seriously an emotional roller-coaster.
It's when your life slowly turns better and suddenly everything worsens again. Mind you, it's sudden.
I didn't expect myself to cry so much. I have been through this before. And I didn't realise I was really really hurt by it. I thought it won't hurt me so much. I thought....
They think I am bossy.
They think I am not a good leader.
They think I make empty promises.
They think I order them to do things yet I am slacking myself.
They think that I am snatching the chairpersons' job.

The "They"s are all different. And they refer to groups I belong to. Groups which I love a lot. Which I like to be in. Where I have a lot of friends. And yet these friends...They said all these things behind your back. How would you feel? I was really hurt. I really don't know what to do. I am hurt. I am sad. I am depressed. If people think I am not a good leader, I think it's useless for me to continue. I think I should quit. So.
I am not going to interfere in class affairs anymore. That's what you guys want.
I am PROBABLY going to quit council. I am not a good leader, so what's the point of continuing?

I know there are people who really really care about me. And they really mean well. I really appreaciate them. But I think, including them, no one really understands the emotional turmoil I am going through now. It really hurts a lot. It hurts. A lot. Really really. It's like arrows piercing through your heart, but you are not dead yet. It's like how someone says "I hate you" into your face, and you have been friends for many years. It's like people misunderstands you and accuse you for something you have never do.

It hurts.

6:14 PM sprinklinq love Y

Today was okay.
Overall fine.
I just don't like that part where people start accusing me for no apparent reason.
I really didn't do anything.
My conscience is clear.
Yet these people refuse to believe.
Somemore, they are close to me.
It hurts to know that.
Haix.
Once again. "life's an emotional roller-coaster".

Ps. I not getting emo or anything. Just recounting what happened today.

HAIX.

---MUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUG---

8:53 PM sprinklinq love Y

Bravery and courage.
I think I did a brave thing today.
At least finally everything is out.
Glad I didnt wait too late.
I feel much better now.
YAYS!!!
haha.
Now is mugging period.
Everybody let's mug together and jia you for exams!!

--Mug---

Btw, who's free for lunch after the first two papers on friday? I was thinking those who are free can go eat lunch together? Take it as my birthday wish. Haha.
-----2nd May------
Yippee! One more wk++ to my birthday!
Can't wait.

9:04 PM sprinklinq love Y

Just now was a "lecture" post.
Now is an "emo" post.

Why must Mr Tan show us the results???
The whole matter was already over, and now he brought it up again.
Guess what, we lost to ACS barker by 2 points.
And we could have won if not for.......
History repeats himself.
It could be over you know?!
And now he brought the whole thing up again.
To "ahem": I know you want to bash him up right? It's no one's fault. So please stop it.
Waaa.
I want to die already.

Nobody really understands how i feel. Nobody knows the real me. They dun even bother to understand me at all.

6:16 PM sprinklinq love Y

When will we be ever united as one class?
When will we really be bonded together?
When will we hear everyone say "Hey, maybe I can help."?
When will the time come where we all win together, lose together?
When will the time come where we stop blaming each other for the mistakes we have done?
When can we stop discriminating one another because we just don't like that person?
When can we proudly say "We are A class!" ?
When will all these things happen?

Everytime there's a project, the same people will work their heads off and the same people will just slack. Everyone plays a part, people. Everyone of us is a significant part of 2A. We make up 2A. This motto of ours "We may be 32 imperfect individuals, but together we are 2 attractive 2 avoid" is there for something. It is our class identity. Like yuyan said, where's the class spirit? Where has it gone to? You know what, it is all deep down in our hearts. Why hasn't it surfaced after so many compeitions and obstacles we have been through? Ask yourself people.

I may not have the right to say all these. But seriously, please really go and think about how we can proudly call ourselves being ONE CLASS. It seems easy to accomplish, but it can only be done if we all work together. You ask why other classes always win. You think they cheated or something. You always find faults with others, but have it ever crossed your mind that the fault may be ours? Everyone just has to have a little contribution, and ta-da. We win. I really hope that we all can change the way we think and for those who haven't, start contributing. You think there will always be stupid dumb people who will waste their time to do these kind of lame competitions. These people are definitely not stupid, for one. They are people who really want to help. Sincerely.

I will know whether we are really considered A class by something that is coming up next.
Newspaper collection.
Show me that I am wrong in saying all those above.
Prove me wrong.
Well, you know what to do.
Newspaper anyone?

Oh by the way, I don't want the same old people to send smses around to remind them. Let's see who's gonna take the initiative to do so. For all we know, there's nobody.

Prove me wrong, 2A.

5:37 PM sprinklinq love Y

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Life is an emotional roller-coaster.
I totally agree.
Take today, where I experienced sadness, happiness, and anger.
Well, the day was kicked off with a good start, where it is confirmed that I will take my goldstar test on 21st June.
And I won my competitior- Jason - where he swam two laps in 2 min 27 seconds, and I swam 2 min 26 seconds. Well, I was really really happy, as this was the first time I won him.
Haha.
But in the next hour, my mood switched to anger mode. Because of the same person.
Well, he's taking goldstar with me, so both of us had to swim 30 laps- 10 laps backstroke, 10 laps sidestroke, and 10 laps frontstroke.
I had already finished swimming the 10 laps of backstroke, and already started to swim a few laps of sidestroke.
Jason was still swimming his backstorke, relaxing and talking, therefore lagging by a lot.
Well, during my 3rd lap of sidestroke, and his 9th lap of backstroke, we were swimming beside one another.
He saw me, and swam faster, but could not catch up with me.
He then used different kinds of stroke just to catch up, at the same time showing off his skills.
I was getting very irritated already.
Then it happened.
He suddenly slowed down and started to sink, then I freaked out. I thought he had some leg cramp then he was drowning.
I swam slower, to check and make sure he was okay.
Then he grinned and swam back.
Mind you this was all happening in the MIDDLE OF THE POOL.
He had not finished swimming one lap then he went back.
HE WENT BACK!
HE WENT BACK WITHOUT FINISHING A LAP!!!!
HE CHEATED!!!!
AND HE WAS LAUGHING AT ME!!!
grr.
And that's not all.
When I returned, he proudly announced to the whole world, "I had finished 10 laps of backstroke."
WAAAA!!!!
I HATE HIM!!!!
STUPID DISHONEST GUY!!!
HE CHEATED!!!
And you know what, I complained to my brother and my brother said, "I don't care."
WAAA!!!
STUPID JASON!!!
CHEATER!!!
I then vented all my frustrations into swimming.
And I am only supposed to swim 30 laps, then because I didn't kept track, my coach said I swam more.
Haix.
Stupid right?

Well, after that I went to my grandma's place. And took some photos for our geography project.
It was really nice walking around the estate. I think I may include photography as my hobby. =) I took about around 20 photos...and I am proud to say they looked nice =) Haha.

We went back home after that. Then I was showering...And suddenly my father shouted, saying he need to use the toilet. Erms. I was showering?! Then he kept shouting and shouting then I say okay okay. Then I came out and he dashed into the toilet and started scolding me. Coz I used the toilet when he need to use. What the heck? There was another toilet, but turns out my brother is using it. It's not my fault right?! Fancy fighting over the toilet.
LOLS.

7:10 PM sprinklinq love Y

HAIX.
TODAY WAS A BORING DAY.
WENT TO THIS PRIMARY SCHOOL AND JUST SAND DOWN THERE TO ENTERTAIN PARENTS ABOUT RV.
HAIX.
LIFE IS GETTING WORSE AND WORSE.
AND I JUST WANT TO GIVE UP.

3:23 PM sprinklinq love Y

Hellos.
Haha.
Guess what?
My goldstar test is on 21st June!!!
Waaa.
Although still long way, I am going to train very hard.
I will make people who love me proud (my family!).
Yup.
Although today was not supposed to be emo, I was emo.
For awhile bah.
Coz I am really really tired.
Haix.
Tomorrow need go primary school promote RV.
Wow.
Interesting.
Haix.
Don't know if can go west grove.
Haha.
My house there got pasa malam.
Yays.
Lols.
Just opposite my flat.
Wheepee.
Can go there play-play.
Haha.

10:36 PM sprinklinq love Y

I am so happy!
I am not emo anymore!
Yes!
It took shorter than I expected.
Which was good.
Haha.
Thanks to those who stood by my side when I was really down.
Will never forget ya! <3333

Tomorrow got celebrations.
Waaa. Gotta tie plaits again. Bleeahs.

Saturday got this primary school thingy.
See, apparently some teachers want me join this outreach committee, where a group of students and teachers go to some primary schools to promote RV to them.
So.
I am going Pei Hwa Pres -blah blah blah.
Sorry.
Don't know how to spell. ><
My spelling no good.
And because of this, I cant go help do poster design, let alone watch movie.
Haix.
Waaa.
So you people must jia you okay?
Haha.

7:14 PM sprinklinq love Y

Waaa.
Why must you do this to me?
You ask me why I am so emo these days.
Lemme tell you- you are one of the reasons.
I can't stand my life.
Waaaa.
Seriously it sucks big time.
Okay, maybe not really big.
But...
You get my point.

Nothing much to post about....
Errrs. Celebrated zack-em's b'dae today.
Despite my emo-ness....
Happy birthday my dear Welfarian!!!!
Hope you like that maple mushroom soft toy we bought.
Haha.

5:19 PM sprinklinq love Y

Waaaa.

I was really really happy on Sunday.
I swam 2 min 28 seconds for 2 laps.
I managed to swim 10 laps of backstroke, 10 laps of sidestroke, and 10 laps of front storke within 45 minutes. (Actually I got 42 mins).
And I was able to chat happily with my dear gor-gor.

But today.
What happened?
I just can't stop the tears.
I just don't know what happened.
Why do I behave like this?
Why do I have those kind of thoughts?
How can I have these kind of thoughts?

This isn't any normal kind of breakdown I usually have.
See?
A girl has got sixth sense.
In my last few posts, I mentioned something terrible is going to happen.
And it did.
This.
All these.
Is it common among people to have suicidal thoughts ?
I don't know what to do.
I think it's gonna take a long time to heal.
And I mean it: real long.

9:04 PM sprinklinq love Y

We went for the second part of Odyssey of the Mind competition.
And...



we won second!!!!!

8:04 PM sprinklinq love Y

Odyssey of the Mind rocks!!!!
I love OM and my teammates. <3333

We had our spontaneous problem today at ACS High.
Because of the competition, we had to pone history, science and chinese, and of course our cca.
Wow. Lols. First time pone so many things.
We set off at around 1 pm.
Then we reached ACS High.
Played UNO, do homework, slack slack slack, played UNO, played UNO, played Truth or Dare.
It was really fun.
Haha.
The truth or dare game was really funny.
Yuyan and I were only asked once; the guys all "zhong4".
Haha.
Around 5.15, we went into the competition venue.
It was a verbal problem.
And I think we did a great job.
<33333 Hearts to my group!!!

Tomorrow we are going to test our structure.
Keng Leng and Jacky jia you for putting weights!!!!
Zihao, Jerian, Kuan Yuan and Yuyan jia you for skit!!!!
We did well today. =)
Let's do even better tomorrow!
Three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for all of us!!!!
G-O-O-D J-O-B
Good job!!! *claps claps
Good job *claps claps
G-O-O-D J-O-B
Good job!!! *claps claps
Good job *claps claps
Yays!!!!

7:42 PM sprinklinq love Y

Happy birthday younger bro!
Haha today's my brother's 12th birthday.
Gonna take PSLE le, must jia you okay?
Yays, had my science presentation today.
Finally it's over!
Gd luck to those who is presenting tomorrow~~
Not much things happened today.
I was my normal self- emoing.
Had om today.
Okay lah, laugh until stomach pain.
Zihao acting skills quite gd, better than mine.
Jia you om ppl!
2 days leh... not much time you know.
Gd luck!!!!

I now emoing more than ever.
I thought it's over?!
Why is it still there?
It can't be.
I can't.

9:12 PM sprinklinq love Y

Happy birthday HuiYing darling!
9 years of friendship liao....
Wow. Haha.

Though I should be happy because it's my darling friend's birthday, I can't help feeling a surge of dread overwhelming me.
Something terrible's gonna happen.
To me lah.

To "Dog-enemy":
And I just can't understand why there are always misunderstandings between us.
We are supposed to be good friends and now misunderstandings are driving us apart.
I doubt you are even interested in being friends with me already, let alone having me as your sister.
Is there something we can do to stop this friendship from falling apart? I really treasure our friendship.
So please, stop it.

11:46 AM sprinklinq love Y

ellos people.
Funny I am in such a good mood today when I lost the competition.
It cannot really be considered as lost....Haha just consoling myself.
Really guys don't worry lah. I am not going to like sink straight into depression mood and not eat for a week or what right?
Lols.
And guess what?
It has stopped!
I just realised it today!
Mua hahaha!
The stupid infatuation bug has been shrugged off.
Yays.
It's finally over.
Phew.
Happy birthday Daddy Jerian!
I shan't give you a birthday present.
I shall give you a fathers' day one.
Lols.
Hy's birthday is on sunday.
I buying her a very nice present.
So hy, you know what to do on 2nd May?
*Nudge nudge, wink wink.

10:11 PM sprinklinq love Y

Haix.
Worst day of my life.
Boo-hoo.
I may not want to join any other competitions le lah.
My performance s****.
RALLY SORRY TO THOSE WHO CAN'T STAND VULGARITIES.
I am very unhappy with my god-damn performance.
Haix.
I thought I could have helped the class win some glory.
I think I made the class lose face.
Suan4 le.
Should have anticipated it.
If sx can't do it,
you think I can?!
Please don't ask me about this. I don't wanna remember it.

Bleaahs. I am too obsessed with him.

7:38 PM sprinklinq love Y

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Can't say how I feel,
can't tell if my heart would heal,
but I knew that from the start,
I never really had your heart.
So leave me now before I cry.
The pain's too much to say goodbye.
But always remember in each tear I shed,
is an 'I love you' left unsaid.

"'Wait!' That's what I said before you went away.
Wait, that's what I'm doin' until today.
Wait forever I guess I will,
I just wish I could have told you,
'Wait! I love you still....'"

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For HIM to stay happy forever.

::Often we say goodbye
to the person we love without wanting to.
Though that doesn’t mean
that we've stopped loving them
or we've stopped caring.
Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say
I love you.::
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