Today's crying day.
Cried in school. And at home.

First reason: My watch. ):
It was from my mother and I really really loved it. Who knows how the hell the buckle loosen and as I flung my hand over the railing, it commited suicide.
$10!! $10 down the drain >< and it was one of the nicest watch I had ): And it was only 2 days old.
WTF.
It's not about the money actually.
But it's something from my mom and I actually spoilt it.
I feel damn guilty, then cried during geog.
Sighs.

Second reason: Friends (:
Happy face means something good lah.
After physics make-up, went to 3C classroom.
To collect my birthday present LOL.
From shieuhuei, tiantian, meiwen, enting and jiani.
Thank you my darlings <3
I really love the presents.
Especially the book.
And that's where the crying part came in. Coz too touched already.
Seriously, made me believe my birthday won't be as bad as I thought it will be.
Thank you girls. Really appreciate all you have done for me. ((:
Thank you <3

(P.S. Regarding tiantian's note: Yea I found him but it wasn't meant to be :p )

Third reason: Dad
No lah. He didn't scold me or anything.
He asked me what I wanted for my birthday.
Then I thought of some unhappy stuff that happened yesterday night and a piece of shocking news I heard,
I felt like crying.
Then rushed to the toilet coz can't possibly let my dad see or he will freak out.
Then cried.
Sighs.
Can I not have anything on my birthday?
I just want to be with my family.
You guys are all that matter to me. Not presents.

Just watched last episode of table of glory.
Felt like crying during the part where Ah wu got accused.
What is Jiajun's freaking problem lah.
And Xiaofen.
Is she a retard or what. Can't see there's someone waiting for her while she's busily admiring some other people.
Imagine the hurt Ah wu got when he saw the two of them kissing.
And somemore Ahwu likes to bottle up his feelings.
It must have hurt a lot ):
And him losing all the fun in table tennis. Sighs.

But when I saw the ending, I felt like slapping the director.
Thanks lah, end so abruptly.
Yea great so now we know he isn't going to give up pingpang.
So what?
There better be a table of glory 2.
So many things never jiao1 dai4 properly then end liao.
What, new characteristic of channel 8 drama serials?
Then I think I better sell my television away.

Kidding.


4 more days to my birthday.
I feel a sense of dread instead.
And it's not because of MYE.

Sighs.

10:05 PM sprinklinq love Y

I am going against my principles of blogging since exams are coming.
BUt who cares?
Kidding. MYE is seriously damn important.
Everyone else has started mugging but I haven't.
Yea duh. For those who don't know yet, I am the kind-who-prefers-paying-attention-in-class-than-last-min-revision.
So I will be able to remember everything easily by just flipping through the notes.
This method kinda works for the past few exams (evidently).
Confident that it will work for this exam too, at least until this morning.
Where I shared my ingenious method with munweng,
and she said it doesn't work anymore in YEAR 5.
That really breaks my heart yea?
LOL.
So I guess I have to restart!
Sad...

The above was just lame shyt.
Coz have been feeling weird these days.
Like "pre-birthday syndrome".
Got this gut feeling that this birthday won't be as nice as last year's. DUH.
Different group of people now.
Lols.
Nvm. I don't expect much anyway.
Looking forward to next year's one though.
No reason why.
Just feel that it will be much happier.

School's normal.
Occasional crying now and then (most recent being yesterday)
Occasional emoness, Occasional bumping with people I don't want to see, Occasional highness.
Lols.
My everyday life has become no-life.
Nah kidding.

Sometimes I think back about the past year and the various events that happen.
Then I ask myself if I have ever regretted anything I had done before.
And I said "No".
Coz I chose my own path and I know I will bear my own consequences.
Which leads me to my next sentence.
I am running for the 31st council elections.

7:49 PM sprinklinq love Y

I don't know what I am thinking.
In fact, I don't want to know what I am thinking.

Anyway, saturday was a looong day.
Had batik painting course in the morning.
Love my own piece of artwork haha. I realised I have a flair for batik. Lols kidding!
Sat 57 from bishan all the way back to rv.
Had brain teaser games with onghuiying and foozimin.
Don't why started emo-ing halfway.
Then the two of them fell asleep. Well at least for zimin. -.-
Then I was left there. Thoughtful.
Just thinking about life and singing to my hearts' content. Well, mouthing the lyrics to be exact.
1 and a half hour's bus ride.
Significant.

Reached rv around 2. Started getting high again.
Well, gradually.
Scouts preparing for their campfire.
Then us trio were like playing at the netball court lols.
Fun (: but something keeps bugging me and I don't know what.
Tried to complete homework but in the end only managed to do book review.
Aww.
But the two of them almost dozed off again.
I didnt (:
Coz mind was preoccupied.
Went queensway to eat dinner.
Was abit pissed by the two of them coz of the stuff they said.
But I forgive them anyway. :p
Had a stomachache but was fine after that.
Then went back to school.

Campfire started. Damn cool.
Congrats scouts. Well done (:
zihao danced damn well.
And kl was damn cute haha.
Can be on par with our dance liao lah :p haha kidding.
But time passed by so fast ><
Hope our campfire can be as good as theirs or even better. :D

Emo-ed the whole day today.
I don't want to say this,
but why doesn't anyone believe me?
When I say "no", I really mean no.
Why would I lie about my own feelings?
I once minded how people looked at me.
But now,
I don't care.
Coz now,
I can't even believe myself.
My own feelings.
They seem so distant.

Heard from friends that they were glad to see my blog posts happy and lively.
But too bad things don't stay the same way for too long.
A Priscilla can't change her character.
Emo is me.
I am emo.
Sighs.

8:51 PM sprinklinq love Y

Happy birthday yuyan darling! (:

Casaba
Casabas are round or oval melons with yellow or orange skin that is green at the ends. The flesh is creamy white.

http://www.naturesbounty.com/vf/healthnotes/HN77/HN77_English/Food_Guide/Melons.htm

OMG Prince Casaba is supposed to be Prince Melon. LOLS.
BTW he's my favourite comic character now.
Coz he is so shuai4.
:p
I want my Prince Casaba too haha. XD
And MUMU!!!!

This week no tests.
I feel...empty.
Damn gl; tests come all at once then suddenly no more.
I rather they do it like regularly.
Haha.
The stress just hit me like, now.
2 more weeks.
Sighs.
And here I am still blogging.
And thinking of seeing pingpang yuan.
LOLS.
Errs. I am such a slacker.
Slaps moi.
:p

I am not going to have a very nice birthday I think.
Coz it's on a saturday.
And nobody will be willing to go out with me to celebrate my birthday.
Not that I am blaming you all. Seriously not blaming I swear.
Just my ill luck I have such a nice birthdate.
Actually it's seriously quite nice. XD
But that doesn't mean those who know my birthday don't need to wish me happy birthday horh.
No lah kidding (:
But ohy must give me my present :P
17 more days!!!

9:18 PM sprinklinq love Y

Happy birthday cyrus!
Happy birthday kimberly!
:D

I think I know what I want for my birthday present.
I want 姆姆！！
It is so kawaii (((:
Do you know what is it?
Apparently it is supposed to be a dolphin? In Superstar Express.
It's given to Mars by his first fan LOL.
Mars so cute. So is his soft toy.
"我们是父子哦！”
LOLS.
I want that toy!!! I saw fahrenheit fans holding those toys during CSS, where fahrenheit was the guest star.
Where they buy de OMG I WANT.
I think I fell in love with it.
Well I have a tendency to fall in love with soft toys.
:p
I also loving fahrenheit more and more!
They seriously improved alot from previous albums.
I can't stand it when they keep comparing fahrenheit with bangbangtang.
To each his own can.
Both are equally good, though I love fahrenheit more.
So don't suan fahrenheit in front of me again. Or I dao you :p
They rock can!! ((:
And don't ever insult the shows they act in, coz I will be pissed off and who knows I will dao you too. :p
I love fahrenheit!
And 姆姆~

Go listen to 越来越爱, 寂寞暴走, 默默 and 留下来！！
Now they rock my life :p

I love the new me. Better than emo-ing over random people.
Ahahaha!

9:10 PM sprinklinq love Y

I LOVE PTM!
I LOVE SHIEUHUEI!
I LOVE ENTING!
I LOVE TIANTIAN!
I LOVE EVERYONE!!!
Hahaha.
PTM SO DAMN FUN (:
Although tiring. Sighs.
But I would like to thank everyone who helped out in ptm or encourage me on or whatever blahblahblah.
I THANK YOU ALL!!
Oops zihighing now.
Errs.
Special thanks to SEBASTIAN, YIMING, JUNIANTI, SHIEUHUEI, ENTING, AND TIANTIAN.
And everybody else!!
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!
For helping out (:
Escpecially SH, ET AND TT.
For accompanying me on friday (:
And et for giving me songs and helping me when i was like BLUR SOTONG. 0.0
THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!!
I LOVE PTM!

I feel like doing ptm again and again LOLS.
But don't let it be on cca days anymore ><
I miss guides!! ):
But I can go back to cca le heehee.
First time in many days I am zihighing.
Coz sh and et lah.
Spam my tagboard.
SIAO EHHS.
BUT I DON'T MIND AHAHAHAHA.

PRISCILLA LOVES YOU ALL!
THANKS!!

:D

2:20 PM sprinklinq love Y

Welcome to lala-applelicious.blogspot.com

Can't say how I feel,
can't tell if my heart would heal,
but I knew that from the start,
I never really had your heart.
So leave me now before I cry.
The pain's too much to say goodbye.
But always remember in each tear I shed,
is an 'I love you' left unsaid.

"'Wait!' That's what I said before you went away.
Wait, that's what I'm doin' until today.
Wait forever I guess I will,
I just wish I could have told you,
'Wait! I love you still....'"

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02/05/94
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For HIM to stay happy forever.

::Often we say goodbye
to the person we love without wanting to.
Though that doesn’t mean
that we've stopped loving them
or we've stopped caring.
Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say
I love you.::
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