Thank you.
Thank you for opening my heart.
Thank you for walking in.
Thank you for teaching me how to love.
Thank you for letting me love you.
Thank you for loving me (once).
Thank you for your existance in my heart.

Now,
Thank you for hurting me.
Thank you for teaching me a valuable lesson on love.
Thank you for slamming the door to my heart.
Thank you for making it such that I won't dare to let anyone come in again.
Thank you for letting me go.
I will thank you one last time,
'Coz you have convinced me that you are just a hallucination, a part of a dream that will never come true.

Thank you.

I will be strong. I will not cry. I won't.

10:50 PM sprinklinq love Y

Short post.
I just want to say this.
I don't feel like I belong to 3A.
I don't know why but I've got this sinking feeling.
Just hope I am not thinking too much. Sighs.
I cannot think this way anymore; it's unhealthy.
Let's just hope I can help bond 3A like how 2A is.
I know I shouldn't make comparisons.
I feel so guilty.
I don't know what I am doing lol.

Fate is being very playful.
Set me up so many times today.
Stop it. I don't want to play games. Please.

9:11 PM sprinklinq love Y

Physics test kinda screwed.
No throwing of tomatoes please!
I can't believe that person got higher than me.
Ahh that pekcek-ness.
How can it be lahh?!?!?
No offence though.
Well done a*****e.

Finally tests are over.
Gives me more time to really think about life.
Now my life = no life.
Manipulated by school.
What's the point of living then?
So I must start thinking of how to control my own life.
BECAUSE I WANT MY OWN LIFE BACK.

Guides celebrating our PNA gold on friday!!
PIZZA!

Today got MOE interview.
Damn scary.
But shouldn't say it here haha.

This morning was the first time I cried for 3A.
Sighs.

9:42 PM sprinklinq love Y

TODAY'S GUIDES THINKING DAY! :D
Wake up so freaking early to get ready.
Took a lot of photos with guides ahahaha. Actually not exactly..But still quite nice hehe.


Lols. Here's the indoor stadium before guides start coming in. 0.0 Early in the morning.

10:04 PM sprinklinq love Y

I promise to do my best,
To do my duty to God,
To serve my country,
and to help other people,
and to keep the Guide law.

I think that is the only promise I can ever made.
Sighs.

Oh yea. I can't make emo posts here anymore.
Coz apparently huiying reminded me I mentioned before about not emo-ing here.
Sorry lah, people STML 0.0
And I rather not rake up the past.
(That was so not a emo statement)

From here onwards: It will be any other feeling except emo-ness.

First, I WILL NEVER WANT TO JOIN PESA AGAIN.
NEVER EVER EVER.
Being humiliated once, I won't be so stupid again.
And anyway, you should give other people chances right?
Just because I participated in this before DOESN'T MEAN I AM GOOD.
So let others have the chance. There's so many people in the class who speak better than me.
I don't want to let down my class anymore.

Today's guides thinking day celebration in school!
Feel so honoured and proud to be a guide!
I love RVGG we rock (:
Although today our "bang" very unsynchronised (spelling??) compared to the scouts 0.0 [Their bang was like WOAH. NICE]... But I am sure we can do better right??
((:
I still love RVGG no matter what.
Raising flag today is sucky zzz.
Coz never raise properly WTH.
During our day somemore. 0.0
Sorry ahhs.

Guides today was...interesting.
We kept practising and practising in the hall...

Well maybe shouldn't elaborate. Cannot go emo remember? (:

Then we have patrol corner!
LITING IS IN GUIDES ZOMG. MY PATROL SOMEMORE.
She's my brother's classmate!!! 0.0
Lols.
Sorry.
Over-reacting.
Better than emo-ing RIGHT?
Patrol corner is very fun ((((:
Coz I was zihigh-ing over there ahahahaha.
BUT SEC 1S!!
CANNOT BE SO QUIET!!
MUST TRY TO TALK!
Don't worry, last time when I had my very first patrol corner I was also like that.
But now you see I am a zi-high girl now.
So muahahaha. You two will one day.

Hmms. Need to chiong PI le lah.
Oh yea btw, GIRL GUIDES GOT PNA GOLD AGAIN.
All thanks to everyone who put in their hard effort.
WE ARE THE BEST!!
AND JIAYOU FOR THE PERFORMANCE TOMORROW GUIDES!
In front of Mrs S.R. Nathan ehhs. And Mrs Joy Balakrishnan.
Sorry if I spelt her name wrongly. Really really no offence.

8:49 PM sprinklinq love Y

Getting really really stressed out.
I find that I can't keep promises.
Even promises I made to myself.
That promise...is killing me.
Why should I run away from reality?
Coz I'm afraid I can't handle the harsh truth.

Vulnerable. Fragile. Me. Broken.

Well, if you are a member of 1-2-3action visiting my blog and you realise priscilla's posts are always emo, don't be surprised.
Coz she's always been like that since Sec 1.
Go ask shieuhuei, tiantian, meiwen or even kl lols.

I miss malang pupils.
I am so sorry I broke the promise on making malang video.
I hate myself.
I miss all of you.
I won't be able to see some of you anymore coz you all would have graduated.
I feel like crying.

I just want to say, I miss you.
Is loving someone a sin?
Then why must it hurt so much?
Unless..
it's not even considered love?

I promise myself I will stop thinking about it.
I broke another promise.

I am an idiot. A retard. A moron.

If my friends won't around to keep me sane, I would have start cutting myself and going crazy.
Of course not just because of the above matters lah CHOICHOI!
Studies too.

SIGHS.

10:09 PM sprinklinq love Y

3A has its blog!
3A has its blog!
3A has its blog!
3A has its blog!
3A has its blog!
3A has its blog!
3A has its blog!
3A has its blog!
3A has its blog!
3A has its blog!
3A has its blog!

I think I'm falling in love with 3A already ahahaha.
But it will never ever replace 2A' 08. Duh.
Who says you can't love more than one thing at once?
I love my papa, and my momma.
Isn't that two?
LOLS i think I'm going wayy too crazy.
Valentine's Day woke me up.
Yeayea weirdweird.
But haha. I really woke up le. I am back into reality. It's funny how the feeling just vanishes suddenly right?
Yet I don't think it vanished.
Some part of me is still holding it close.
That's the hopeful/optimistic/thinks-everything-has-a-happy-ending kind of me.
I am just way too vulnerable.

Maybe things will turn out better/ the way I planned if I don't see you in school at all.

Speaking of which, I haven't seen you for quite a while.

Is that good or bad?

I swear to treat you as a normal friend from today onwards. (:

Let's just pretend those days never existed.

Maybe it will be better this way.

Sighs.

No! No emo-ing ahhs.

I won't. 0.0

9:06 PM sprinklinq love Y

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone!
Hope you get to be with your sweetheart on this day (:
Treasure your time together and be loving forever! <3

Tell me my verbal acting skills rock man ):
Half an hour more till I have to fulfill my own promise.
The promise of letting everything go.

The pain. The tears.
The memories just keep coming back no matter how much I push them away.
Loving is a torture. I don't ever want to love again.
I won't dare to anymore.

Today's the last day I will cry for you.
I promise that I won't cry for you anymore.
Coz' there's no point.

The fairytale has only half an hour more to go.
Before Sunday arrives, I just want to say:
I have never regretted loving you.
All I regret is that I have to let you go.

Half an hour more.. ):

11:33 PM sprinklinq love Y

4:01 PM sprinklinq love Y

Welcome to lala-applelicious.blogspot.com

Can't say how I feel,
can't tell if my heart would heal,
but I knew that from the start,
I never really had your heart.
So leave me now before I cry.
The pain's too much to say goodbye.
But always remember in each tear I shed,
is an 'I love you' left unsaid.

"'Wait!' That's what I said before you went away.
Wait, that's what I'm doin' until today.
Wait forever I guess I will,
I just wish I could have told you,
'Wait! I love you still....'"

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Priscilla
A.k.a Prism(:
02/05/94
WGPS <3 1D, 2F, 3C, 4H, 5M, 6E
RVHS <3 1A, 2A, 3A
RVGG <3 DOVE!
RVSC <3 29th Welfare! 30th SPIRITS!
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Worldpeace
To get into a good university.
To be a good daughter.
To be a good friend.
To stay happy
For HIM to stay happy forever.

::Often we say goodbye
to the person we love without wanting to.
Though that doesn’t mean
that we've stopped loving them
or we've stopped caring.
Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say
I love you.::
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