Life is seriously an emotional roller-coaster.
It's when your life slowly turns better and suddenly everything worsens again. Mind you, it's sudden.
I didn't expect myself to cry so much. I have been through this before. And I didn't realise I was really really hurt by it. I thought it won't hurt me so much. I thought....
They think I am bossy.
They think I am not a good leader.
They think I make empty promises.
They think I order them to do things yet I am slacking myself.
They think that I am snatching the chairpersons' job.

The "They"s are all different. And they refer to groups I belong to. Groups which I love a lot. Which I like to be in. Where I have a lot of friends. And yet these friends...They said all these things behind your back. How would you feel? I was really hurt. I really don't know what to do. I am hurt. I am sad. I am depressed. If people think I am not a good leader, I think it's useless for me to continue. I think I should quit. So.
I am not going to interfere in class affairs anymore. That's what you guys want.
I am PROBABLY going to quit council. I am not a good leader, so what's the point of continuing?

I know there are people who really really care about me. And they really mean well. I really appreaciate them. But I think, including them, no one really understands the emotional turmoil I am going through now. It really hurts a lot. It hurts. A lot. Really really. It's like arrows piercing through your heart, but you are not dead yet. It's like how someone says "I hate you" into your face, and you have been friends for many years. It's like people misunderstands you and accuse you for something you have never do.

It hurts.

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Can't say how I feel,
can't tell if my heart would heal,
but I knew that from the start,
I never really had your heart.
So leave me now before I cry.
The pain's too much to say goodbye.
But always remember in each tear I shed,
is an 'I love you' left unsaid.

"'Wait!' That's what I said before you went away.
Wait, that's what I'm doin' until today.
Wait forever I guess I will,
I just wish I could have told you,
'Wait! I love you still....'"

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Though that doesn’t mean
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Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say
I love you.::
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