Waaaa.

I was really really happy on Sunday.
I swam 2 min 28 seconds for 2 laps.
I managed to swim 10 laps of backstroke, 10 laps of sidestroke, and 10 laps of front storke within 45 minutes. (Actually I got 42 mins).
And I was able to chat happily with my dear gor-gor.

But today.
What happened?
I just can't stop the tears.
I just don't know what happened.
Why do I behave like this?
Why do I have those kind of thoughts?
How can I have these kind of thoughts?

This isn't any normal kind of breakdown I usually have.
See?
A girl has got sixth sense.
In my last few posts, I mentioned something terrible is going to happen.
And it did.
This.
All these.
Is it common among people to have suicidal thoughts ?
I don't know what to do.
I think it's gonna take a long time to heal.
And I mean it: real long.

9:04 PM sprinklinq love Y

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Can't say how I feel,
can't tell if my heart would heal,
but I knew that from the start,
I never really had your heart.
So leave me now before I cry.
The pain's too much to say goodbye.
But always remember in each tear I shed,
is an 'I love you' left unsaid.

"'Wait!' That's what I said before you went away.
Wait, that's what I'm doin' until today.
Wait forever I guess I will,
I just wish I could have told you,
'Wait! I love you still....'"

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::Often we say goodbye
to the person we love without wanting to.
Though that doesn’t mean
that we've stopped loving them
or we've stopped caring.
Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say
I love you.::
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