Post number 104.

West division day.
Won three prizes.
Darling jasmine, darling yiyao, and one more sec 1 group.
Jasmine joined talentime. And emergred champion!!
Of course, with my darling fangqi, yuting and jane.
FANGQI AND YUTING LOOKS SO PRO CAN?!
And shuai4 qi4.
Yiyao joined fashion parade(as usual). And of course, with her good looks and cute face, she emerged champion. And also with the help of darling qingyi, cherie and cheryl.
The other group...i not very sure. But anyway they got second.
Three cheers!

But I don't think anyone has the mood to now.
Haix. I really hope she's okay. I am really really afraid now.
Though tix says her condition is stabilised.
Me and hy were the first ones to see her fall.
Okay, maybe not exactly. But we were behind her. A few steps away.
Sorry for posting this out, but I really need to get it off my chest.
The way she fell down, the way she had the fits. The way she looked helpless.
I can't erase it out of my mind.
It's just embedded there. Stuck. Permanent.
We tried to lift her up. But we couldn't/
Till we reach the top of the escalator.
Then a nice uncle helped us carry her up. And onto the ground.
I called the ambulance.
I was really really afraid. What is going to happen?
But I ain't going to make things worse by crying. And I helped.
Everyone crowded around. While she's still shaking uncontrollably coz of the fits. Then passers-by and one of our guides' mom went to help. Coz they ARE more experienced. I was really afraid for her.
Then I searched her bag to find her phone so that we can inform her mom.
Omg. I really don't know how to break the news to her. I let Ms Yang did it.
I was really afraid. Lost. Shocked. Stunned. Somemore she was vomitting bai mo.
Very scary. Very.
Then finally she came to consciousness. And I was like totally relieved. But then when she asked "where am i going to?" I freaked out again. But then relief when she still knows her name. Mdm Ong and Ms Yang asked us go back first. Then we did. When we reached the control station, I cried.
Hy cried too. I mean, we were like the people behind her. We were the one who knew everything that happened. Plus jasmine and yantong who were behind us. And it was scary. Scary. Coz it reminded me of an incident that happened to me a few years back.
Now I don't dare cry, coz my family is outside. But inside me, I am sobbing uncontrollably. I am really really afraid. Now everything that my family does, I will asked them to be careful. I will scold my brother everytime he tries to play. I don't want to be like this. But I am afraid something may happen to them too.
I am afraid. I am afraid my friends, my family will suddenly leave without notice.
I am suddenly so afraid of death.
Please be okay.
Please recover quickly.
Or I will be guilty for the rest of my life. Coz I didn't know what to do and my reaction was too slow. If I reacted faster, she won't be like this. She won't.
I am lost. I am afraid. I am scared. And I am now sobbing uncontrollably.

9:12 PM sprinklinq love Y

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Can't say how I feel,
can't tell if my heart would heal,
but I knew that from the start,
I never really had your heart.
So leave me now before I cry.
The pain's too much to say goodbye.
But always remember in each tear I shed,
is an 'I love you' left unsaid.

"'Wait!' That's what I said before you went away.
Wait, that's what I'm doin' until today.
Wait forever I guess I will,
I just wish I could have told you,
'Wait! I love you still....'"

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