August 24. Emo-day.

Keep raining. Tempted to emo. Unable to resist temptations.
Therefore emo.
No lah no lah. Got reason de lah. HAIX.

Welcome to my life-Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down? (Uh huh.)
Do you ever feel out of place? (Okay lah.)
Like somehow you just don't belong (Yea.)
And no one understands you (Ditto.)
Do you ever wanna runaway? (Many times.)
Do you lock yourself in your room? (No. Scared parents suspect.)
With the radio on turned up so loud (Later kena complaint.)
That no one hears you screaming (Screaming silently. Counted?)
No you don't know what it's like (Insulted.)
When nothing feels all right (See? I know.)
You don't know what it's like (I JUST KNOW.)
To be like me (Like you?)

To be hurt (Wow.)
To feel lost (Yup.)
To be left out in the dark (Not really.)
To be kicked when you're down (Nobody kicks me.)
To feel like you've been pushed around (That's or sure.)
To be on the edge of breaking down (And no one's there to save you...)
And no one's there to save you (Great emo-minds think alike.)
No you don't know what it's like (I just proved I do.)
Welcome to my life (Yea. Welcome to mine too.)

Do you wanna be somebody else? (I'm fine about myself thank you.)
Are you sick of feeling so left out? (I'm not left out.)
Are you desperate to find something more? (Yea. Him. But I guess it's too late.)
Before your life is over (Duh.)
Are you stuck inside a world you hate? (No.)
Are you sick of everyone around? (No.)
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies (No they don't have!)
While deep inside you're bleeding (That's true.)
No you don't know what it's like (I DO.)
When nothing feels all right (Everything's wrong.)
You don't know what it's like (Damn you.)
To be like me (I ain't wanna be like you.)

No one ever lied straight to your face (For sure?)
No one ever stabbed you in the back (How you know whether got anot?)
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay (Duh. Ditto.)
Everybody always gave you what you wanted (Who says?)
Never had to work it was always there (No way.)
You don't know what it's like, what it's like (Yes I know, yes i do.)


Going crazy le. Actually replying to song lyrics.
!!!
Everything happened too late.
I got what you mean, and what you are trying to imply.
But I don't believe it.
It's not exactly impossible. But it's definitely not something that have ever crossed my mind.
I...He...It's probably me thinking too much.
I do, of course, meant what I said to you. About the order.
I...am not even sure if...they..
Nvm.
As you can see I am really really confused.
I want to go away. Away to study. Go overseas. Now.
Somewhere far away from here.
From him.
Somewhere like New Zealand. Or Australia.
Like ruixiong. Going overseas to study.
Getting away.
I just want to forget everything.
Forget him.

Is it right for me to want to continue our friendship?
Losing faith. Every single second.
Suddenly I'm not interested in THAT anymore.
THAT referring to something that links the two of us together.
Why am I even bothering to explain??
No one understands me.
I am glad I chose to act as a emo girl in Speech and Drama.
Coz I guess that's the real me.
I dunno.
I am so so confused.

Sighs.

8:43 PM sprinklinq love Y

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Can't say how I feel,
can't tell if my heart would heal,
but I knew that from the start,
I never really had your heart.
So leave me now before I cry.
The pain's too much to say goodbye.
But always remember in each tear I shed,
is an 'I love you' left unsaid.

"'Wait!' That's what I said before you went away.
Wait, that's what I'm doin' until today.
Wait forever I guess I will,
I just wish I could have told you,
'Wait! I love you still....'"

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Worldpeace
To get into a good university.
To be a good daughter.
To be a good friend.
To stay happy
For HIM to stay happy forever.

::Often we say goodbye
to the person we love without wanting to.
Though that doesn’t mean
that we've stopped loving them
or we've stopped caring.
Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say
I love you.::
-Unknown-