Today was fun. And weird.
We played badminton. You really don't need to know with who. And him. Yea the mysterious him. Just like NT. And you don't have to know who's NT. But anyway, hy agrees. And you dunnid to know who's hy. LOLS. You should know. HE was pekcek. Coz me and hy keep talking about him and NT but he don't knows what we are talking about.
I suck at badminton. I rest my case. Bleh.
Went to gekpoh for dinner at night. Something funny happened.
I went to the old bookshop to buy my pen refills. The small squeezy one. Normally it was this curly-hair, fat but friendly guy at the counter, I know since I go there almost everytime to buy stationeries.
This time it was a cute undergrad student. Kinda cute. Tot he was the old man's son. Who cares man. My main aim there was to buy refills, not to know who this cute guy is. LOLS. Then this auntie, who also oversees the shop, asks me: "Do you find him handsome?"
I am suffering from a broken jaw coz my jaw hit the floor way too hard. (quoted from YY)
I stammered a " Okay lah..."
The guy whispered to me, "She very lame right?"
Of course the auntie didn't hear. And she continued by saying, "His teacher say he very handsome leh."
....
He is cute and handsome. But you asking me to say that in front of him? That's super embarrassing. What else can I say? "Ya of course he's super cute."(Ya he is) and then suffer from a state of major embarrassment. Praising a stranger. A cute stranger somemore.
I realise I couldn't stop saying how cute he is. Coz he is!! So cute lah. Haha. And handsome. (: *grins cheekily*
This is from a book- "The Year of Secret Assignments". Cute. I like it.
"Dear Charlie,
Lately I have been thinking a lot of the idea of
hurting yourself, and I have some conclusions, which are:
(a) It's okay to hurt yourself in little ways. For examples, it's okay to scrape your knuckles on a brick wall and make yourself bleed a bit. It's okay to bite the middle part of your thumb as hard as you can and leave tooth marks. It's okay to slap the palm of your hand against a mirror until it cracks, and maybe you get a cut. Those things are okay.
(b) It's not okay to hurt yourself a LOT e.g. suicide or eating disorders.
Love, Em"
True. Sometimes you just had to hurt yourself for the sake of your loved ones. That's sacrifice. And I am willing to sacrifice myself anytime for them.
And even for him.是否对你承诺了太多
还是我原本给的就不够
你始终有千万种理由
我一直都跟随你的感受
让你疯让你去放纵
以为你有天会感动
关于流言我装作无动于衷
直到所有的梦已破碎
才看见你的眼泪和后悔
我是多想再给你机会
多想问你究竟爱谁
既然爱难分是非
就别逃避勇敢面对
给了他的心你是否能够要得回
怎么忍心怪你犯了错
是我给你自由过了火
让你更寂寞才会
陷入感情漩涡
怎么忍心让你受折磨
是我给你自由过了火
如果你想飞伤痛我背
9:40 PM sprinklinq love Y