Haix. Sorry guys. I know I promised. But I just can't but feel a sense of emo-ness crawling over me. I didn't really EMO anyway. But still, sorry.
But what you did was really too much you know. You could have at least told me. But you didn't. And then you said I lied to you. What??? Who lied to who??
Sighs.
You guys are the reason why I promised not to emo you know that? So please. Don't make me go back on my word.
And you. I seriously don't know what to say to you.

Cried on 166. A bit only lah. Too tired already. Really.
Lucky god isn't so unfair.
During the biology mass lecture, I suddenly thought of him. Yea him. But I just really want to see him badly. Dunno why.
And then I saw him at boonlay station.
I started screaming. And yea hell I was. Except no sound came out.
God granted me this wish. Thank you thank you thank you!
But he was with another girl. O.O
No strings attached arh...
Lols. Huiying- Can't believe I could actually suddenly think of him during lesson. Forgot to tell you that loh. Zzzz.
Bet with Hy 5 cents that he can't recognise me.
And he didn't!!
Is that good or bad?
Well, no matter what, I won 5 cents. Woots. Worth opening champagnes for celebration.
But so sad luhhs. He can't recognise me.

Then we took 181. He took 242.
Then my mom told me she at Westgrove.
Then I walked to my void deck, the part facing westgrove.
Then saw 242. AND SAW HIM AGAIN.
Zzzz. He was walking behind my mom.
ROFL.

I think he is cuter le. Except his hair a bit weird and he looks bigger.
But still cute.
Huiying beg to differ though.
LOLS.



Just trying to capture those last joyful happy moments- I love you.

8:03 PM sprinklinq love Y

Today was....okay.
Yeahuh. Lucky Ms Teo was fine. PHEW.
Chinese CID...ROCKS.
Except for the part I print wrong stuff.
Sorry gals.
But still we own. Muahaha. Slacked throughout the whole CID.
Xinyi arh...jyjy.
LOLS. Stop puking arh. Or almost-puking.
(:
Lessons were satisfactory.
Since when have I been a lesson critic?
Nvm. Total randomness.

Interesting event of the day: LUNCH

IT ROCKS. MUAHAHA. So nice eating lunch with primary schoolmates- Huiying darling and *ahgong*. (: Then keep teasing him about her. Then he keep teasing me about him. You 欠打 huh? Lols. But nvm. Since I got to tease you too. Muahaha. I shall be generous and forgive you. Wow if he sees this he sure ask me de. LOLS. We had a great time gossiping arhx. Next time must meet up for lunch again. LOLS. Maybe invite her along??? XDXD Muahaha. Seriously miss primary school days luhhs. Miss all WGPS 6E'06 peeps!! Most of you won't be able to read this though. LOLS.


Jiayou jiayou SPEECH AND DRAMA!!
WE MUST OWN!!
MUAHAHA.

9:19 PM sprinklinq love Y

I love the new me.
Muahaha.
Three more days to speech and drama!!
Jiayou worhs people.

Jiayou to you too (:

7:21 PM sprinklinq love Y

Thanks guys who attempted to cheer me up.

You've succeeded!! Lols.

Don't worry. I won't emo over that stupid guy anymore.

Muahaha. I am gonna start life anew as the enthu PRISPRIS.

Muahaha. Watch out people.

She's on the way.

10:21 PM sprinklinq love Y

HSK then CIP.
Though some unhappy things happened, hope you guys enjoy it.
(:
I really enjoyed myself.
And sorry to people who think I didn't do anything but scream and shout at you all.
Yea I know I am such a lousy leader.
Nvm. I promised myself not to make myself emo.

Thanks to all who put in effort into this CIP.
It was a success.
I am glad we had this CIP.
2A-one for all and all for one.
Especially the game we played after that.
LOLS. It was hiong.
People fell down and everyone rushed to help.
Though it's a small action, I am really touched to see what happened.
That's what friends are for right?
((((:
2A owns. -smiles-



JYJY! Let's maintain this class spirit.
Till the end of time. Heehee.
And ohyea, let's make class chalet even better, shall we?



Loves to all 2A-ians.
Smile always!



Cheers.

12:56 PM sprinklinq love Y

Why can't my dad understand that going to Japan is a rare opportunity??
I can take care of myself I am sure.
Can't you just believe in me?
Everytime we fight, because of RV.
What's the point?
StudentCouncil, girlguides, immersion programmes, basically school activities.
I know you don't like me going to RV.
You want me go Nanyang.
I tell you it will be worse.
Coz nanyang has more of these.
And if I go there I will be double as busy.
Wanna bet?
Send me there now lah!
Why can't you just understand it's not all about studies anymore?
Good leadership and cca also help you okay!
And you are destroying my dream you know that.
I jolly well know that I need a scholarship then you will allow me to go overseas.
You don't let me join, HOW THE BLOODY HELL I GET A FREAKING SCHOLARSHIP!!!
You are destroying my future when you think you are helping me.
I give up.
I won't bother to explain to you anything anymore.
I will just let you ruin my future.
And one day you will regret.

10:07 PM sprinklinq love Y

Life sucks. Bigtime.
School term just started. EOYs coming.
Each day is just plain getting worse.
I am so freaking depressed.
People don't understand me.
Which hurts alot.
They just accuse me.
They misunderstand what I meant. They misunderstand my intentions.
Sighs. Why should I even be bothered?
Life can never go right for me.
For once, I hope to see myself writing a enthu-and-not-emo post.
But fate doesn't seem to allow that.

I hate myself for loving you too much.
Are you okay?

10:34 PM sprinklinq love Y

1 more day. Yays. I can't wait to get back to school.
It's so boring at home. Sighs.
Just finished typing LA essay.
Die le. 1000 plus words. Trying to cut down.
Sighs. Why must the maximum be 500? =P

Please don't misunderstand.
I guess we don't really understand each other at all. Sighs.
We are probably not meant to be.

比想象中更痛
你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走
都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了
谁还想哭呢
再勇敢地站着
找回光和热
面对你的时候
我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客
因为路有些曲折
是美的

心碎成了沙漠
就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手
本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

眼泪都笑了
谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的
就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候
我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾
因为我已爱过你
深深的

This song shall be my goal. (: To forget you. But to keep those one-of-a-kind memories.

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And Ill never criticize all youve ever meant to my life

(chorus)
I dont want to let you down
I dont want to lead you on
I dont want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just cant live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
Theres nothing left to say but good-bye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
Im not sure Im worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

(chorus)
you would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just cant live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
Theres nothing left to try
Though its gonna hurt us both
Theres no other way than to say good-bye

1:08 PM sprinklinq love Y

shucks. Watching Garfield now. LOLS.
Holidays are uber boring. Sighs.
Tomorrow we meeting up to do hwk together.LOLS.
Short post. Sighs.

8:10 PM sprinklinq love Y

Post #124.
Sorry to those who really cared about me but I can't help it. >< It isn't something I want. I want back the hyper-enthu me. But even if I am, I know I am just lying to myself. I've done enough lies. I've done enough foolish things. I am blinded. I am so stupid. I can't even bring myself to face the truth. I should have known better. I am a fool. A retard.

Played badminton with bunch of 2A-ians at gpcc again. Me, hy, xinyi, jacky, yuyan and sx. Sorry we can't ask too many people. Coz we've only one court. ><



















Lols. That's jacky using my phone to take this tower of Ice Milo cups. (: And there's my girl onghuiying. <3




















Too lazy to rotate the picture. But that's me, hy, sx and yy. Yeayea. (: Again masterwork by Jacky chua. Using my phone.

Lols. Then I suddenly chiong out of KFC. Without saying bye. Sorry guys. Mom says if I dont get home in 10 minutes' time, my handphone will be gone. >< Went home to cry. Yeayea. Blahblah. *nothing to say*


Mixture of song lyrics running through my head now

"I know I've been selfish, I know I've been foolish, but look through that, and you will see."
"This heart of stone will sinks till it dies, if you leave me tonight"
"If you change your mind, well then that's the way it goes"
"If it's over, let it go and come tomorrow it will seem so yesterday"
“只是他一直都没有，能发现她一直陪在他的身边，只要他一回头就能发现。。。”
“可能你从来没感觉到，最好你永远感觉不到，爱上你越来越无可救药”
“请原谅我，原谅我不成熟，不爱你是借口，好让你离开我”
“我宁可说，她比我适合”
“原谅我，比谁假装爱错，别让时间倒流，我怕说不出口。”
“别无所求，彻底忘了我， 爱原来要舍得。。”
“你那么爱他，为什么不把他留下，为什么不说心里话”
“逃生的路会在哪里”
"It's a shame, that it have to be this way, it's not enough to say I'm sorry"



Tough. Let me tell you. If someone cuts open my brain he/she will see nothing but a messy pile of words. Because there's so many things I want to say but I can't. There's so many things I want to tell him but I can't.
I can't forgive myself. Not yet. My conscience doesn't allow me to. And I won't talk to him. Not now. Sighs. I am sorry.
I am such an idiot.

11:32 AM sprinklinq love Y

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Can't say how I feel,
can't tell if my heart would heal,
but I knew that from the start,
I never really had your heart.
So leave me now before I cry.
The pain's too much to say goodbye.
But always remember in each tear I shed,
is an 'I love you' left unsaid.

"'Wait!' That's what I said before you went away.
Wait, that's what I'm doin' until today.
Wait forever I guess I will,
I just wish I could have told you,
'Wait! I love you still....'"

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To get into a good university.
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To be a good friend.
To stay happy
For HIM to stay happy forever.

::Often we say goodbye
to the person we love without wanting to.
Though that doesn’t mean
that we've stopped loving them
or we've stopped caring.
Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say
I love you.::
-Unknown-