Post #124.
Sorry to those who really cared about me but I can't help it. >< It isn't something I want. I want back the hyper-enthu me. But even if I am, I know I am just lying to myself. I've done enough lies. I've done enough foolish things. I am blinded. I am so stupid. I can't even bring myself to face the truth. I should have known better. I am a fool. A retard.

Played badminton with bunch of 2A-ians at gpcc again. Me, hy, xinyi, jacky, yuyan and sx. Sorry we can't ask too many people. Coz we've only one court. ><



















Lols. That's jacky using my phone to take this tower of Ice Milo cups. (: And there's my girl onghuiying. <3




















Too lazy to rotate the picture. But that's me, hy, sx and yy. Yeayea. (: Again masterwork by Jacky chua. Using my phone.

Lols. Then I suddenly chiong out of KFC. Without saying bye. Sorry guys. Mom says if I dont get home in 10 minutes' time, my handphone will be gone. >< Went home to cry. Yeayea. Blahblah. *nothing to say*


Mixture of song lyrics running through my head now

"I know I've been selfish, I know I've been foolish, but look through that, and you will see."
"This heart of stone will sinks till it dies, if you leave me tonight"
"If you change your mind, well then that's the way it goes"
"If it's over, let it go and come tomorrow it will seem so yesterday"
“只是他一直都没有，能发现她一直陪在他的身边，只要他一回头就能发现。。。”
“可能你从来没感觉到，最好你永远感觉不到，爱上你越来越无可救药”
“请原谅我，原谅我不成熟，不爱你是借口，好让你离开我”
“我宁可说，她比我适合”
“原谅我，比谁假装爱错，别让时间倒流，我怕说不出口。”
“别无所求，彻底忘了我， 爱原来要舍得。。”
“你那么爱他，为什么不把他留下，为什么不说心里话”
“逃生的路会在哪里”
"It's a shame, that it have to be this way, it's not enough to say I'm sorry"



Tough. Let me tell you. If someone cuts open my brain he/she will see nothing but a messy pile of words. Because there's so many things I want to say but I can't. There's so many things I want to tell him but I can't.
I can't forgive myself. Not yet. My conscience doesn't allow me to. And I won't talk to him. Not now. Sighs. I am sorry.
I am such an idiot.

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Can't say how I feel,
can't tell if my heart would heal,
but I knew that from the start,
I never really had your heart.
So leave me now before I cry.
The pain's too much to say goodbye.
But always remember in each tear I shed,
is an 'I love you' left unsaid.

"'Wait!' That's what I said before you went away.
Wait, that's what I'm doin' until today.
Wait forever I guess I will,
I just wish I could have told you,
'Wait! I love you still....'"

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