It's a depressing day. Really.
Not just because of the same old thing, but more. Sighs.
Let's start positively.
Exams are finally over. Woots.
But that means more time to let imagination run wild, and more time to think too much.
(I just can't seem to be optimistic eh?)
Went out with hy and zm to vivocity.
Ate chicken cutlet. Then ate halfway. Coz no appetite. All because of someone/something.
Then they keep forcing me to eat. -.-
But I really no appetite to eat. Then I cried.
Then zm scared liao. Ha. PS zimin. It's not because of you.
HY was like, ha. Helped me tell zm that I am thankful to her coz I could finally let it out. Said I have been controlling ever since before EOYs.
Duh. I can't let my feelings get the better of me DURING EXAMS.
But psps zimin.
Went around vivo after that. Emo-ed, but did laugh a little. Thank you zimin and hy. ((: Love you. Muacks.
Went back school for AGM. AHHH.
Discussed with program comm about SC investiture. Then went LT2.
Lols. Got a certificate for being in the 29th student council.
Then handover, then ZIMIN GOT HER GREEN ONION RINGS.
WOOTS. She looked so cute. I helped her put on one of her isignias. HAHA. So proud of my daughter.
Then we had to choose our department. Yeayea. Of course, I CHOSE MY DARLING WELFARE LUHHS. NEED SAY MORE? Zimin too. Haha. Me, yuning and her chose the same thing. Then cynthia chose differently, but only got one different.
And then the following made me real depressed.
I am not going to be in welfare anymore.
I am not going to be in welfare anymore.
I am not going to be in welfare anymore.
I am not going to be in welfare anymore.
I am not going to be in welfare anymore.
I am not going to be in welfare anymore.
I am not going to be in welfare anymore.
I am not going to be in welfare anymore.
I am not going to be in welfare anymore.
Can someone just shoot me? I don't want to live anymore. I don't want to!!! LET ME DIE!!!!
Most of the welfarians made it to welfare comm. Except for me, munweng and yuning.
SOBS. Wanted to cry, but munweng was already crying. So must not cry and must control.
A lot of new SCs go into welfare - siwei, chen hui, ALOT OF SEC 1s, AND ZIMIN.
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No words can express my sadness.
Likai, Yuan Long, Yu Jun, Zhi Ying went in. Welfare.
Welfare arh.
You all must jiayou okay?
Must continue to take care of our favourite purple dinosaur. Must take care of our blazers. Must take good care horh. Must help one another okay? Don't pone your duties arh. Bring welfare to greater heights. I believe you all can de. WAAAA! I want to die. ):
Sobs, WELFARE!!! I WILL MISS YOU A LOT DE!!
To the 29th RVSC welfare:
Once a welfarian, always a welfarian!! We cannot lose contact okay??? Those in welfare, continue to bring welfare to greater heights. Those not in welfare anymore, no matter what, deep in our hearts, we are still one WELFARE. Slow and steady wins the race!! TURTLES/ TORTOISES RULE!! WELFARE I LOVE YOU!!
Sighs. One year lehhs. One year of doing BARNEY duty, one year of taking care of blazers, one year of raising flag. Now we wouldn't do that often anymore. ))): Coz now every SC has to raise the flag. Every SC will do BARNEY duty. So it means I won't do BARNEY duty or raise the flag very often anymore. MY BARNEY MY SCHOOL FLAG!!! )))))))))))))))));
Me, munweng, yuning, cynthia ended up in the School Spirits comm. Okay luhhs. Coz I know I am a chao-enthu kia in terms of school events. Woots. It's about mass dances and cheers!! Woots. Haha. We have to promote school spirit. So I must make everyone proud of RV. ((:
Mass dance mass dance!! I love mass dance!!
But still, I am not in welfare anymore.
Sighs. That sense of loss is so familiar. Nvm. Welfare, I will miss you. Really. Though I know Welfare won't be the same old Welfare anymore. I don't know if that's a happy or sad thing. Sighs.
Today's chinese paper is okay.
Except...
Why must the passages remind me of my problems?
And I ain't thinking too much loh.
First compre passage, about keeping promises.
Second, about treasuring the people you love.
Third, about never giving up.
Zzzzzz.
So many things to make me depressed.
And to add it above all, I HAVE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.
Feel so paiseh to darling hy. ):
Already promised to go out with her tomorrow de. But then suddenly got this....
Oh ya. She pierced her ears liao.
And I haven. All thx to AGM. My mom thinks I got too many stuff so don't let me pierce.
Nvm. I don't mind actually. Because it is for the council.
We must be proud of the student council.
(:
JIAYOU BAH 30TH STUDENT COUNCIL!!
Though the road ahead is long and harsh, we can overcome it if we work as a team.
Remember what our teachers said. (:
TERMINUS A QUO!!
7:17 PM sprinklinq love Y