I don't know what I am thinking.
In fact, I don't want to know what I am thinking.
Anyway, saturday was a looong day.
Had batik painting course in the morning.
Love my own piece of artwork haha. I realised I have a flair for batik. Lols kidding!
Sat 57 from bishan all the way back to rv.
Had brain teaser games with onghuiying and foozimin.
Don't why started emo-ing halfway.
Then the two of them fell asleep. Well at least for zimin. -.-
Then I was left there. Thoughtful.
Just thinking about life and singing to my hearts' content. Well, mouthing the lyrics to be exact.
1 and a half hour's bus ride.
Significant.
Reached rv around 2. Started getting high again.
Well, gradually.
Scouts preparing for their campfire.
Then us trio were like playing at the netball court lols.
Fun (: but something keeps bugging me and I don't know what.
Tried to complete homework but in the end only managed to do book review.
Aww.
But the two of them almost dozed off again.
I didnt (:
Coz mind was preoccupied.
Went queensway to eat dinner.
Was abit pissed by the two of them coz of the stuff they said.
But I forgive them anyway. :p
Had a stomachache but was fine after that.
Then went back to school.
Campfire started. Damn cool.
Congrats scouts. Well done (:
zihao danced damn well.
And kl was damn cute haha.
Can be on par with our dance liao lah :p haha kidding.
But time passed by so fast ><
Hope our campfire can be as good as theirs or even better. :D
Emo-ed the whole day today.
I don't want to say this,
but why doesn't anyone believe me?
When I say "no", I really mean no.
Why would I lie about my own feelings?
I once minded how people looked at me.
But now,
I don't care.
Coz now,
I can't even believe myself.
My own feelings.
They seem so distant.
Heard from friends that they were glad to see my blog posts happy and lively.
But too bad things don't stay the same way for too long.
A Priscilla can't change her character.
Emo is me.
I am emo.
Sighs.
8:51 PM sprinklinq love Y