Today's crying day.
Cried in school. And at home.

First reason: My watch. ):
It was from my mother and I really really loved it. Who knows how the hell the buckle loosen and as I flung my hand over the railing, it commited suicide.
$10!! $10 down the drain >< and it was one of the nicest watch I had ): And it was only 2 days old.
WTF.
It's not about the money actually.
But it's something from my mom and I actually spoilt it.
I feel damn guilty, then cried during geog.
Sighs.

Second reason: Friends (:
Happy face means something good lah.
After physics make-up, went to 3C classroom.
To collect my birthday present LOL.
From shieuhuei, tiantian, meiwen, enting and jiani.
Thank you my darlings <3
I really love the presents.
Especially the book.
And that's where the crying part came in. Coz too touched already.
Seriously, made me believe my birthday won't be as bad as I thought it will be.
Thank you girls. Really appreciate all you have done for me. ((:
Thank you <3

(P.S. Regarding tiantian's note: Yea I found him but it wasn't meant to be :p )

Third reason: Dad
No lah. He didn't scold me or anything.
He asked me what I wanted for my birthday.
Then I thought of some unhappy stuff that happened yesterday night and a piece of shocking news I heard,
I felt like crying.
Then rushed to the toilet coz can't possibly let my dad see or he will freak out.
Then cried.
Sighs.
Can I not have anything on my birthday?
I just want to be with my family.
You guys are all that matter to me. Not presents.

Just watched last episode of table of glory.
Felt like crying during the part where Ah wu got accused.
What is Jiajun's freaking problem lah.
And Xiaofen.
Is she a retard or what. Can't see there's someone waiting for her while she's busily admiring some other people.
Imagine the hurt Ah wu got when he saw the two of them kissing.
And somemore Ahwu likes to bottle up his feelings.
It must have hurt a lot ):
And him losing all the fun in table tennis. Sighs.

But when I saw the ending, I felt like slapping the director.
Thanks lah, end so abruptly.
Yea great so now we know he isn't going to give up pingpang.
So what?
There better be a table of glory 2.
So many things never jiao1 dai4 properly then end liao.
What, new characteristic of channel 8 drama serials?
Then I think I better sell my television away.

Kidding.


4 more days to my birthday.
I feel a sense of dread instead.
And it's not because of MYE.

Sighs.

10:05 PM sprinklinq love Y

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Can't say how I feel,
can't tell if my heart would heal,
but I knew that from the start,
I never really had your heart.
So leave me now before I cry.
The pain's too much to say goodbye.
But always remember in each tear I shed,
is an 'I love you' left unsaid.

"'Wait!' That's what I said before you went away.
Wait, that's what I'm doin' until today.
Wait forever I guess I will,
I just wish I could have told you,
'Wait! I love you still....'"

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