Yawns. Priscilla's blogging with half-eyes closed. Although she doesn't know how she actually does this and it's only 9.55 pm.
And yays, WHO finally declares H1N1 as a pandemic.
Nothing to be happy about though. Sighs.
Holidays suck. Bigtime.
Except maybe for the SLC and the going out with friends/family part.
And June Holidays hold bad memories. Real bad.

Wait I promise to blog about SLC. And I shall (:
Okay, it's just short term for Student Leaders' Convention. Waa. Sounds damn chim right? Haha.
When I first heard about it it sounds kinda dry and boring and long and something adults do, not us teenagers.
Boy, I was wrong.
It's like the best 4 days get-together of student leaders in my whole entire life.
Probably it is the only one but...that's not the point. Haha.
Me, kimberly, zisiang, shirley, weiliang and alicia. 6 RV-ians to join this 15th SLC as facilitators.
WOW.
And best part is, it's at hwachong! 0.0
Ahahaha. :P
The facilitators' briefings were.. okay. The OT (organising team) were damn scary.
Especially the Organising Secretary Audre.
SMS him to confirm something horh, his reply super formal and kinda cold to me. Lols.
Unexpected lah. But it's okay. Haha.
Anyway, that's not the point. Point is, after the few briefings, you can actually feel that tense atmosphere? That everyone is waiting with bated breath for the first day of 15th SLC to arrive.
0.0
First day. Wow.
I totally adore my group.
LEONIS! <3
I am so goddamn lucky to have such zihigh and friendly and enthu people in my group. It's like we play 2-3 icebreakers then don't want play liao. Coz we already made friends with one another already! :D
Then I gave them time to do a cheer. And waa did I say I love them? Their cheer was great! <3
"Leonis, I say you number 1, number 1!
1, we are from Leonis!
2, we still can't hear you!
3, it's getting louder!
4, still not enough!
We will win the war, win the war, win the war!
Ehh... LEONIS!"
Ahahaha. I love Leonis! <3
Ohh. Should introduce them to you all right?

Leonis
Abigail!
Ariel!
Beatrice!
Daniel!
Ghee Kian!
Jonavan!
Khairiyani!
Khairul!
Nicholas!
Priscilla!
Rifdi!
Xiao Jun!
And me, Priscilla!

Yea alot of familiar names right??
Like Abigail, Daniel, Nicholas and omigosh PRISCILLA.
And her surname is like TEH (Same pronounciation!!!!! 0.0)
And she is Year 3 too!! And she's from guides!!!
OMG we are like totally alike!! 0.0
Haha, sorry. Over-reacting. Oh dear. LMAO.
Anyway we were like freaking bonded by the end of lunch. :D
And during the games...they were like damn enthu! I LOVE LEONIS! <333

2nd day was very long and dry.
But time spent with Leonis was wonderful.
And I made more friends with the facils. Like songsim? Hahaha. He's one funny guy.
But Leonis and Pegasi (his faculty) says we are flirting -.-
Zzzz. Just feel his character abit like cheeyewhui's mah. That's why can get along well haha.
:P
And we were like chiong-ing the action paper LOL. Then songsim came in and asked Leonis if I was a nice facil, and they were like screaming "Yes"!!! Lols. So gandong. But don't know if they are being sarcastic or not, because wow, we can also call Leonis the "Sarca faculty". All so sarcastic de. Like me!! :D
They took the meetings quite well though. Just that they are more quiet. Shows that they prefer playing ahahahaha. :P I don't mind.
Third day was about the same, with the meetings and everything. Just that the feeling of dread arrived. Because I knew that the next day was the last day of 15th SLC, and I cannot accompany Leonis but I have to rush for guides' campfire.

4th day.
Everyone was acting kinda funny.
Tried my best to remain normal and everything.
But I know, and Leonis knows, that I will be leaving during lunch.
Prepared some stuff for them. Hope they like it.
After the meeting and closing ceremony, lunchtime finally arrived.
It was really dreadful.
Tried my best not to cry ehh.
Told them I will be leaving, they give me those weird expressions.
Then tried to hold me back so they could do a cheer for me.
Erms they wanted it as a surprise, but I already saw through it lol.
And tried to run away, because I was afraid I can't control my own emotions.
But they did the cheer, and I didn't cried. Instead I was really happy.
Because I knew, at that point of time, we really were friends. (:
And with that, I left hwachong. On a happy note.

And since I'm already here, I might as well talk about guides <3
Being emcee is seriously stressful.
Like when I reached school, I started crying.
Partly because I missed Leonis and hwachong, and also that in a few hours I have to go up on stage.
Every guide is already feeling that tension. That atmosphere.
And the preparation period kinda suck a lot.
Because so many problems cropped up.
And I felt them guilty. Because I wasn't really there to support everyone else and really help out in this.
Because a good campfire requires every guide to put in their utmost effort.
With that, I apologise to my whole company):
Then that's where I realise how much I love guides.
Sorry. Used a lot of "love" in my post today haha 0.0
But anyway, the emcee-ing was okay.
Some impromptu, but overall not bad.
Thanks for everyone's hard work! :D



Okay. I think I should stop here.
It's getting late, dark outside.
Lols. BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY.
Waa totally random 0.0
Will post again tomorrow I promise./
For carissa! haha.

Just post alittle more ahhs.
These few days feeling really really emo.
Like, peak.
It's been about half a year already.
And more than one year since I've fallen in love with you.
But we belong to two different worlds.
That can never be brought together.
And this means that though I'm like crazily in love with you I will painfully let you go.
Because you won't be happy even if you're with me.
And for your happiness, I'm willing to go through the pain.

Who says one can't experience love when young huh?
Lols.
I can't believe I just wrote all those.
Sighs.

Byes.

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Can't say how I feel,
can't tell if my heart would heal,
but I knew that from the start,
I never really had your heart.
So leave me now before I cry.
The pain's too much to say goodbye.
But always remember in each tear I shed,
is an 'I love you' left unsaid.

"'Wait!' That's what I said before you went away.
Wait, that's what I'm doin' until today.
Wait forever I guess I will,
I just wish I could have told you,
'Wait! I love you still....'"

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Worldpeace
To get into a good university.
To be a good daughter.
To be a good friend.
To stay happy
For HIM to stay happy forever.

::Often we say goodbye
to the person we love without wanting to.
Though that doesn’t mean
that we've stopped loving them
or we've stopped caring.
Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say
I love you.::
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