Okay, since I am free, I shall blog today. =D
Happenings--

Tuesday
Last lesson for Home econs. Apparently at that point of time, Mrs Chew think I looked pale. LOLS. I can't really imagine how I will look like when I am healthy. Black?! Lols. We also had handover ceremony. Haix. Seniors I will really miss you! I cried three times on Tuesday. Once during recess coz I was feeling so goddamn guilty, once during science lesson and once during handover ceremony. Why must life be so complicated? I asked myself when I was crying during recess. Why can't we all just be friends and have no such things as "cliques"? Why can't there be no discrimination against others? Why does the government think that we are living in a democratic society and yet we aren't?
Science lesson. The guys. Ya I know I am bossy and stupid and ignorant and noobish and everything bad, but you don't have to say it in front of me right? I only tried to help the girls coz apparently some were slacking at the back. And people say hurtful things. It sure makes me wonder how the class will continue without me. They will definitely be better off without me right? Of course! Without stupid and bossy Priscilla around it is just like heaven.

Wednesday
Cross- country! Well, I ran. Duh. And I am proud to be the first in 2A in non-competitive. Of course lah, all the good runners go competitive le. LOLS. Cheering competition plain sucked, coz gryphon wasn't enthu at all. In the end we got last. Tsk. Pathetic. Why can't they like be high?! Very tiring meh? Tsk. And munweng, cheer up! Though you probably can't see this, but it is not your fault that we were last, it is the rest of the gryphon-ians who don't want to contribute. Tsk.
Me, zhiying, munweng, eileen and yijia then went queensway mac to eat. Sorry girls for pang-se-ing you all, coz i need go back to school then I followed my seniors instead. Sorry. ><
Anyway, the whole open house briefing was like four hours?! When Ms tan said the maximum is only two?! Tsk. Anyway I doing ushering at canteen, so 2A-ians who are bored can come find me to chat! When I am free larhx. Later Ms Tan say I slack. Tsk Tsk.

Thursday
Nothing much. Rio Tinto. Sians. Paper quite easy larhx. Really nothing much. Except feel like banging against wall. Well that's one. Coz apparently I typed the wrong msg on the tagboard. And seriously, I don't want to forgive you. Anyway, also feel like floating coz I got 3.8! Yays. My hard work has paid off. Ha. For those who have hit their goal, good job! Keep it up! For those who didn't, don't be discouraged and continue to work harder! We can do it! =DD

Today
老天爷太过分了, 偏偏在我想他的时候让他出现在我面前, 难道这真是天意吗？嗨。早知今日，又何必当初呢？我真的很后悔。
Well, apparently I can't seem to phrase that in english. Oh dear. LOLS. Anyway, if I had known life isn't going to be easy, I would have just went to Nanyang Girls' or Raffles Girls'. At least there are no guy matters for you to fret over with. Most you get is some bitchy girls. But for RV...I really want to end all this. Three choices:
-DIE
-TRANSFER OUT OF RV
-HATE HIM

Apparently I can't bear to do all three, especially no. 2 and 3. Well. If people think that life without me is better, I can grant them. But if they expect me to transfer out of RV just for that, or even start hating him, it's a no-no. So what is the conclusion? We are back to square 1.
Wait, I said I won't hate you. But that doesn't mean I can forgive you for what you did to me.



Well, open house tomorrow. Sians. Haix. Hope can see some of my juniors. Ha. And heard from my brother that a whole bunch of his classmates are coming tomorrow. Apparently they want to come into RV. Yays. Ha. Hope they don't go "Hello Darrell's sister!" again coz they do that everytime. I got a beautiful name by my parents okay, and I love it. It is PRISCILLA. Understand? Not DARRELL'S SISTER.

"If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were."
Unknown

Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye.
H. Jackson Brown, Jr.

Do you remember how you used to pronounce my name? With the significant "La"? Remember the times when I tried to correct you? Remember the time when we were competing against each other on see who can cycle the fastest during class chalet? Remember how the girls lagged behind and the two of us alone were having so much fun? Remember the times we worked together this year? Remember how we play true or dare?Do you still remember them? Do you want to go back to the old times? I wish to, but I don't know what is stopping me. I just can't bring myself to forgive you, how you treated me a few weeks ago. Imagine your elder brother doing that to you. It hurts okay. Everytime I see you, I try to talk, but nothing comes out of my mouth. I try to smile when you smile at me, but I can't bring myself to. All I can remember are those bad times. I am trying to forget, but I can't. THat's probably why I can't talk to you. At least not now. If you really care, please give me some time. But for now, I am sorry. I can't forgive you for the hurt you caused me.

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8:10 PM sprinklinq love Y

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Can't say how I feel,
can't tell if my heart would heal,
but I knew that from the start,
I never really had your heart.
So leave me now before I cry.
The pain's too much to say goodbye.
But always remember in each tear I shed,
is an 'I love you' left unsaid.

"'Wait!' That's what I said before you went away.
Wait, that's what I'm doin' until today.
Wait forever I guess I will,
I just wish I could have told you,
'Wait! I love you still....'"

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Priscilla
A.k.a Prism(:
02/05/94
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Worldpeace
To get into a good university.
To be a good daughter.
To be a good friend.
To stay happy
For HIM to stay happy forever.

::Often we say goodbye
to the person we love without wanting to.
Though that doesn’t mean
that we've stopped loving them
or we've stopped caring.
Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say
I love you.::
-Unknown-